A New Year

I wanted to start this journal to share my journey as a young mother and companion. I really don't know what to write here but I know it will all come naturally. Let's see, where do I start?
I am 23. I have a wonderful fiance named Eloy, a beautiful daughter named Emily, another little baby in my belly, and two cats named Sheila and Simba. I love my little family.
We recently (dec 26th) found out that we are pregnant again. I didn't really plan on getting pregnant again until after Emily was at least 3 and I started college but things didn't turn out that way. We are very excited to add this new member to our family. If I am correct, my due date will be september 1st, 2011. Im sure it will change once I finally see the doctor. I am about 6 weeks along.
Eloy and I already started thinking of baby names and so far we have Veda Mae for a girl. I really love this name. If we have a boy, he will be named Eloy the third. Eloy is a jr and his father is Sr. so he really wants to keep the name down the line. I like it but I would rather name him Eloy with a middle name. We'll see what happens. Boy names are so hard to pick. Ive been looking through so many names and I can't find any that I love.
I really hope it is a girl so Emily can have a little sister close in age. I can't believe they will be 2 years apart. Im scared of Emily's reaction to the new baby and I pray she loves it just as much as we do. I also can't believe I am having another baby. I love Emily so much and its very hard to imagine loving another person as much as I love her. She is my whole world. I know the moment I see them playing together, that my heart is going to melt.

Emily has grown up so much in the past few months. She is no longer our little baby, but is now our little girl. She is so funny and witty. She knows how to make us laugh and cry. Watching her grow from this little infant who needed me for everything to this little person who talks, walks, and does everything she can independently is so amazing. She is so beautiful. Her features are getting more gorgeous every day. Her eyes are amazing. They are this wonderful shade of green, brown, and blue. Its hard to imagine but they are very gorgeous. Unfortunately, she is going to drive the boys wild when she grows up.

I really wish she would stay my little baby forever...